I am trying to live as the way I want to live.
knowingly or unknowingly some mental states are holding me back by
1> trying to suppress my mental state
2> hold My spirit by force.
3> force their mental state for Connectedness.
I am analyzing these mental states and trying to make my way towards being not connected.
My situation is that I am helplessly stuck in being Consciousness because this is what I did to myself for myself. Now in this state ,I identify with being nothingness and at the same time I identify with being everything around. So I am connected to everything around by choice. But these days I have come to realize that almost everything around seems to hold me back and drops me to Connectedness by force.
I am making my way from being Consciousness to being “BABY + Baby Doll”
