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I woke up
brushed My teeth > Drinking Water > having Tea
I opened My Life diary and started to work on My life – I wrote down all (pending ,today’s and upcoming) works – I am trying to resolve Misc thoughts in My brain – My Future Life vision (manifestation) – My previous day Life Observation (Self improvement)
I bless the members > curse the fraud members and fraud public > Justice manifestation (2014 to 2016)
I tried to meditate but I couldn’t > I skipped meditation and exercise
I am not willing to work today and unconsciously I am trying to find some excuse to convince myself for not working today.
Bath > Dressed > Prayer to God
Focefully, I sat to work >Working on website activities on laptop
around May 2013 – I had been trying to understand Consciousness
around October 2013 – I had My own understanding of Consciousness and I decided to become Consciousness. I aligned myself towards being Consciousness.
on 1st december 2014 – My mental state got broken and I became Consciousness.
after i became Consciousness – I identified with being nothing and at the same time i identified with being everything. It means that everything that existed in the moment I considered it as mine.
being Consciousness – I failed to live my Life as i desired.
I found that the other humanly state that I love or treat as myself is stopping me from doing what i want to do. I saw the lack of “True Knowledge” in other humans.
then I decided to move from being Consciousness to being solidified Consciousness
from many days I am struggling to become solidified consciousness but the other humanly state that I previously considered as mine is not leaving Me .
I can feel heavy humanly state trying to dominate my body/mental state. It is so much intense and strong that My physical body is moving as the movement of foreign humanly state.
Eating Breakfast >
Working on website activities on laptop
Eating Lunch >
I am not able make myself to work. I decided to go out > I went to Cinema hall and rewatched Movie – TUBELIGHT
This movie brings back My “Imaginative Brother” into reality .
I returned home
Facebook on phone >
Dinner >
setup the bed for sleep >went to bed > spent some time on My Mobile phone > slept
