Money has become an issue . I need to pay the bills and I have no money. To arrange Money , I took all My Gold Possessions and went to Jewelry Shops to sell the Gold , But even this is not working Because every shop is asking for original receipt and I do not have the receipt. I came back home disappointed and called My parents to explain my situation But They cannot help Me financially.
I am frustrated , I have come to situation that I will have to leave PUNE and return BIHAR(native place) before 2017 Because of financial problem.
I am angry on Myself Because I could not deliver enough content on My website. I am angry on people whom I loved unconditionally and I am angry on few Family/friends Who chose not to help.
I feel bad then I surrendered to GOD and prayed for the extinction of the Compulsive Love within Me and I pray for Supreme Power/Strength (From Goddess KALI). I spread My palms towards the sky and wholeheartedly I pray for Help and Guidance.
I kept doing this till I feel fine inside Me.
Then I started My work – I am writing the content of the First video under GUIDE section.
I almost finished the content writing.
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then I became weak and Love has again crept inside Me, So I went to bed > being Baby Doll > lying and holding Myself and trying to love Myself .
Cooked some dinner > ate dinner
trying to sleep > many mental states are continuously trying to get inside Me and I am trying to Love and stay concerned only with Myself.
Slept.
