In this period, there were three major festivals – “Dussehra” “Diwali” and “Chatth”
I am engaged in festival celebrations. I made several plans in relation to my work but I could execute only a small fraction of my plans. I do not understand what my problem is > Theoretically I see no problem within me but practically I am undergoing great challenges in My Life.
Dussehra 2017 had a great impact on me, I made the below video. This video represents the impact of Dussehra 2017 on My Life –
I have moved much forward towards holding my physical form. The closer I move towards holding my physical form the more difficult it seems to implement what I am trying to do. I realize that with true love I would not be able to execute my plans and services of this website. I have killed my true love and internally suppressed the monstrous humans that have rigidly occupied my body and brain.
My knee pain, coughy throat, and stomach pain have almost vanished.
One thing I have clearly realized is that overall humanity has gone insane. Humans are so much attached to the world and obsessed with the world that they engage in many good and evil deeds except the plain righteous deeds.
THE ONLY SANE THING ABOUT CURRENT HUMANITY IS THAT IT IS NOT MORE INSANE.
From my side, I have already done and trying to do the best possible for almost every individual on this planet by choosing to run this website, but Humanity(aware humans) are so much delusional that they choose to play, risk or end the possibilities of their own welfare. This website (their welfare)is what should really matter to humans but what matters to humans is just some worldly object, pleasure or drama.
Considering the insane public behavior(both internal and external), Deep down I desire to give up my vision, set aside this website as my part-time profession and Live My personal life peacefully. But I realize My personal failures in not being able to deliver valuable content at this website and hence I am still continuing to run this website as my full-time profession.
The below video is the compilation of few “pics and vids” of the period (29 Sept to 10 Nov 2019)
