I made a new generic 24 hr daily Life baseline and put it on the wall as shown in the below picture (baseline inside green box/rectangle) –
I planned to strictly follow My daily life Baseline , but I found it difficult to follow the baseline. I am trying to find the reason for me not being able to live upto My simple daily life baseline. I found that with my current state I will not be able to live up to the Baseline. I am working to transform My current state so that I can live up to the baseline.
I planned to deliver the life teaching videos on this website but day after day I kept postponing My work.I can sense some serious challenges within me and I continued to analyze and end My rigid fundamental challenges.
There are many reasons for My personal Life challenges but the major part is that – “Many humans have been forcefully holding on to My damaged mental state and hence I have been facing severe challenges in past 4.5 Years”
A very brief glimpse of My Life Story from Jan 2017 to Sept 2019 –
I reached my home town Nawada,Bihar(India)
I let go of all my past experiences and started living a fresh life.
Since I had attained consciousness hence My Primal state is “being Consciousness/LIGHT”. Being Consciousness I settle down at the base of ALL EXISTENCE, as i settled down at the base of ALL EXISTENCE, many Other humanly state occupied My body and Mental state,I was in a state of personal emptiness and Oneness with other humanly state so whatever people tried to impose on my body and mental state got unconditionally imposed. What people saw in me was their own state that they imposed on me. I realized that the Primal state of other humans is “some worldly/Humanly state” that is very far from “being Consciousness”.I could sense that humans are in great torture/compulsive desire/suffering/delusions just because their Primary state is not “Being Consciousness”.Since the humanly state that were occupying My body and brain were creating great torture to me, hence I began to internally transmute the humanly state into Consciousness.
“being Consiousness” I was in “True Love” with everything.Having attained consciouness,I am already in a state of absolute peace and there is nothing of this world that I compulsively hold on to. I am internally open and at continous internal service to humanity.I loved everything in prior to myself.Whenever I encountered someone within me talking to me I used to internally talk back and resolve their queries/concerns as per my understanding.I internally guided them towards Consciousness and post conscious lifestyle.I internally blessed the collective humanity/aware humans with peacefulness and towards living an awesome life. I had been building myself as a True Master, Since I was internally at one with everything(humanity at the center) hence knowingly(true love for everything) and unknowingly(being far from my physical body) I did the “True Masterisation” of collective humanity/aware humans.
I had been facing great challenges in My personal life and was not able to deliver Life teaching content at this website.Aware Humans were rigidly holding onto My body and brain.They were trying to pull me in compulsive world.Many were doubting me and trying to prove me wrong.Also,Many were trusting me and trying to put me at the place where i definitely not wanted to be. Most aware humans were holding wrong assuptions about me.At night while I slept , I got extremely tortured by the worldly obsessed humans that were occupying my body and brain and When I used to wake up in the morning I suffered from severe body pain,Stomach pain, Coughy Throat, and knee pain.
I kept internally transmuting other humanly state into consciousness, guiding, answering and talking to other humanly state hoping that they get free from their compulsive worldly tendencies and choose to quit holding onto My body and brain.
It became difficult to truly love everyting because few or many worldly obsessed humans do not understand Love and judged me by their worldly obsessed corrupt statdards.The presumptious thoughts within many humans in relation to me were very dirty, They kept imposing their untrue dirty assumtions on me by mental force. It got difficult for me to walk on the street.I came across many good and many evil tendencies/activities of many humans but I did not come across one simple righteous tendency/activity.I glimpsed the dark side of humanity.
I continued to fail in My personal life and work and I got greatly tortured by the rigidly delusional, worldly obsessed, corrupt tendencies and unresponsive behavior of few or many humans. This forced me to internally fight and build My personal self as My primary state.
I can still understand and consider the unrighteous tendencies of humanity because by default humanity is supposed to be compulsively obsessed with the world but The bad response of aware humans towards this website disheartened me. I could never choose to play or risk the welfare possibilities of other humans, I have sacrificed My personal life, undergoing personal torture and can choose to let go of my physical body for the welfare of others but I realized that there is not one person who is truly interested in the Content and services of this website. The way aware humans chose to risk or play with possibilities of their welfare has made me internally Silent and changed My life.I feel pity for the injustice that I have done to myself.Considering the human behavior, I have taken the right response.I decided to keep myself at the center and never “sacrifice My personal life, undergo personal torture and let go of my physical body” for the welfare of other humans. I just hold onto my duties. I choose to continue to run this website in my comfort zone as my profession and business.”Me , My Life and My Members” has become an affirmation that I keep reminding to myself.
“I felt many humans were trying to indirectly support me. My message to these humans is – Thanks for Your supportive intentions, I am trying to implement the best possible from my side via this website.With all respect, I invite You to use and support this website.”
Considering the humanly tendencies that is very far from ONENESS, I cannot dare to stay in ONENESS anymore.
As I try to seperate from ONENESS and build My personal self , other aware humans/humanly states increased their mental pressure and tried to weaken me by mentally imposing untrue bad words on me and also internally engaging in extremely unrighteous acts.
These days I Am trying to forcefully fight the forceful tendencies of other humans/humanly state and build My personal self.There are few mistakes that I continue to do on my part and I am trying to end these personal mistakes.I am working to analyze and understand the overall Life Teaching content.I am trying to manifest my personal self as per my personal plus global vision in the physical dimension as shown below –
I have been working on this overall website and Now This website is Completely ready. Various sections of this website have been modified, Connect Services have been Implemented, Membership features are configured, Mobile application is ready for use, and many new features have been included.
I have set up a pretty decent website that serves all required purposes as a Complete Life School.
I suggest Interested people to view this overall website and must read “All Important Links” given on the homepage.
This website offers One Month “Free Trial Membership” where You can try out all the Paid Services for one Month.You can choose to Register for Your One Month Free “Trial Membership” –
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Going foward, I am planning to deliver the 10 pending Life teaching videos on priority as soon as possible.
- Human and Human World
- Current state of Human World
- Requirement of Human Life
- True Purpose of Human Life
- Self realization
- Get aligned towards “Attainment of Consciousness”
- Get aligned to “Wealthy Lifestyle”
- Manifest Your desired Life
- Being Consciousness
- Become a True Master
