12 Nov 2019 to 25 Jan 2020

I had planned that by 2019, I am gonna deliver the 9 pending videos of the “Epic Knowledge Video Series” on this website. I have been working on it. As I try to move towards My goal of completing “Epic Knowledge Video Series” by 2019, I face two major challenges –

1.  I have been undergoing great life challenges from 1st Dec 2014(the day my mental state got broken) I am still not able to build My new mental state/solidity and hence My life challenges still continues. Also, I haven’t been able to truly Master myself and I  keep getting engaged in non-ending loops of personal faults/mistakes.
2. I feel a lot of external mental pressure that is trying to stop me from achieving my goal.

Unfortunately, I failed in achieving my goal. With great Internal effort, I could deliver only 5 videos.

The views on the “EPIC KNOWLEDGE VIDEO SERIES” are given below –

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Considering the views there is one thing that I can confidently conclude is that there are very few people who are truly interested in their welfare. It is funny to finally conclude that there can be a maximum of 10 people who might be interested in the possibilities of their welfare from My side. Looking at the views, I literally laugh out loud multiple times a day. I laugh at the foolishness of millions of aware humans and also I feel pity for them.

I can feel inside me and around me that people are feeling pity for me that I have very few views on my videos but as always, again this is just the delusions of aware humans and All I can do is to laugh and feel pity for the rigid delusions of aware humans. Truth is that rather than trying to feel pity for Me they should feel pity for themselves because with such insanity of aware humans, this time I am totally blessed while the true welfare of Humanity has been compromised and extended.

A glimpse of My story –

I was already content with my life and then on 1st Dec 2014, My mental state/solidity got broken and from then I have been living as Being Pure Consciousness and then I started experiencing some unordinary circumstances in relation to movies and then I lost my job.

Considering My job experiences, I decided not to take up job again rather I decided to start My own work of Life teaching.

“It” referring to “Consciousness/Pure Consciousness“

“It” planned the best “It” could do for each human in the form of this website and its services and “It” has been consistently trying to execute what “It” planned. But “It” failed to deliver what it wanted to deliver via this website. “It” was facing great challenges in its life. And to resolve its challenges “It” decided to take up some human form.

As I look back from Now, I see that

“It” wanted nothing from You, but “It” did the best that “It” could do for humanity and “It” was available to answer any queries or concerns. Neither “It” fears anything nor “It” is greedy for anything, neither “It” wants to be king nor “It” wants to be god. “It” is already in pure bliss. “It” kept You in the center and served You unconditionally, “It” would happily die for You and would kill me for this world. It was All love, Pure love, Absolute love for everything. “It” gave You what’s truly relevant and what should really matter to anyone or each one (websites & its services). But Most of the aware humans just kept emphasizing on what’s almost irrelevant in prior to appreciating or engaging with what’s relevant for You.

Although “It” greatly failed in what “It” wanted to deliver via this website but what “It” witnessed/experienced in real life from (2016 to 2019) has been very poor. It’s the dark age of humanity where a predominance of darkness lies within most humans…Kalyug…

“It” noticed that there was some commotion that was going on around me on social media, tv and in my home town and “It” felt like WOW some aspects of humanity is so awesome, but “It” was struggling in its personal life then somehow with great internal effort “It” & I was able to deliver 8 valuable videos in the “Epic Knowledge Video Series” by 2019. And considering the indirect stalking/activities of humans “It” expected millions of views on the “Epic Knowledge Video Series” and then with very fewer views on the “Epic Knowledge Video Series” “It” realized that humanity isn’t awesome rather humanity(aware humans) are cheap. “It” glimpsed that everyone from top to bottom, all are the same. All are lost in the darkness…Kalyug… ghor kalyug…

“It” wasn’t pissed off by the evil aspects of humanity, “It” totally accepted humanity as it is but “It” was pissed off by the way a large number of aware humans responded to the possibilities of their own welfare. “It” was greatly pissed off by the way aware humans chose to behave in their’s name. “It” was so pissed off that it repeatedly used to say….. I wouldn’t even piss for such behavior…

If I was in your’s place, I wouldn’t let “It” go so easily. If I had any queries or doubts about “It” or about my welfare then I would have just asked via this website or in person if possible. I would be TRULY happy for its existence and for the existence of this website. Definitely, I wouldn’t take my welfare for granted. I would SURRENDER in theirs name. And then maybe I would have engaged in some indirect or side activity or seek personal attention etc etc.

Anyway ….“It” is gone and that’s practically fine but “It” had a heartbroken pathetic ending even after so much of internal and external guidance. As “It” dies “It” says to me –

“My True Love for everything was my mistake” “I am sorry for the injustice that I have done to You for the welfare of All…Please forgive me” “There is no more restrictions I put on You from My side…Its Your life…Live as You want…You must hold onto Your true duties”

SHAME ON YOU(Aware humans who  were engaged in indirect activities in relation to me but didn’t view the “Epic knowledge video series”)… If  You wanted anything from “It” All You had to do was to just talk about it and “It” would do what’s possible. If You wanted nothing from “It” then You should have just ignored “It” completely. “It” was simpler than simplicity. “It” had already done the best for each human that it can do and what humanity needs and all that one has to do is to use this website and get welfared. Truth is that “It” wouldn’t have been able to succeed in letting go of its true love for everything if “It” hadn’t witnessed the least views on the “Epic Knowledge Video Series”.

With fewer views on the “EPIC knowledge video series”, all that changed is that I totally have its blessings while the true welfare of Humanity has been compromised and extended.

After analyzing the views on the “EPIC knowledge video series” I concluded there can be a maximum of 10 people who might be interested in the possibilities of their welfare from my side. This fact had a great impact on me as mentioned below –

• I want to leave the “EPIC knowledge video series” as incomplete, I wanna shut down this website, let go of my vision and just live my awesome personal life. But unfortunately, I am bounded by My duties and circumstances and hence I can’t do that.
•  I have lost my interest in the welfare of Humanity and the welfare of Humanity is nothing more than my profession.
• based on the indirect drama of aware humans, I was under the assumption that aware humans want their welfare from me but Now I know the truth. I am a totally changed person Now. The way I look at the humans and the world has greatly changed. Previously It was about love and now its all about my duty. I’ve opened my eyes.
• Almost everything in relation to humanity has ended and all that is left is this website and its limited services. 
• and much more…

I have taken some major decisions in relation to this website and in My next post I am gonna reveal the decisions.

My message to the viewers of “Epic Knowledge Video Series” –

 10 people have viewed the last video I posted under “Epic Knowledge Video Series”. It is possible that of these 10 people there might be few who were truly interested in the possibilities of their welfare. I apologize to these people for my repeated failures. My life has been pretty messed up and gradually things are falling in place. If You are interested in Your welfare from my side then just hold onto this website and gradually, You will be truly welfared.

My personal life has been pretty messed up in last 5 years and As I tried to figure out the content for “Epic knowledge video series”, I was able to figure out the reason for My Life challenges. “Epic knowledge video series” has helped to understand and resolve My Life challenges and I strongly believe that by the time I complete the “Epic Knowledge Video Series”, I am gonna become a True Master.

Going forward, I will try to complete the 4 pending videos under the “Epic Knowledge Video Series” as soon as possible.